One year older and wiser? or dumber? idk

 LMAOOO, it  feels a little funny to be back here, sharing my thoughts again. Half of me is excited, the other half is like—‘what if this is cringe?’ But here’s the thing: I’ve missed writing, and I want to start again. So, here I am again cringing at myself but still gonna continue writing anyways (says the one who has tons of drafts here and doesn't have the courage to publish it).

Well man, time flies so fast ngl, just a year ago i was struggling with my admission process and now i am already in my second year (not that life has been any better but aso, chalayche). This year i lost my beloved dog, he used to be at my hometown and i was the one who picked him up randomly and demanded my family that we need to adopt him when he was a puppy and i was a kid myself, yea so basically we grew up together, and he was the reason i used to look forward to visit my hometown. But unfortunately my sweetheart lost his life to cancer. I still miss him when i look at other dogs but okay, this is life i guess, shit happens. I just wish wherever he is, he is happy and goofy as he was.                        

Talking about the whole past year, it's a whole roller coaster ride istg. Idk if engineering has always been this overwhelming ya i am the problem here😭. But whatever i am kinda enjoying being this busy. First year was so chill af but bc wtf is happening in this third sem bhai? Such devastating schedules and assignments. And these proffs? like who hurt you brother, chill karo thoda, we all noobs and tryna learn here (kya matlab ki basics bhi yaad nhi haii ab toh), whatever.

Talking about social life, not that I'm progressing, but still better cause I am taking efforts and involving myself in the situations where i need to talk and interact with others, so yes. Got few 2-3 good friends so life is good with them. But the best thing happened to me this year was me getting on Discord (ik seems absurd, but believe me when i say this), I remember it was my university's end sem exam the next day and today I was busy making an account on dc loll (God knows why am I this random). Ngl that shit was hard af to use at beginning, but thanks to the one who helped me getting familiar with the commands and all. And now I got really good online friends, I mean thanks to them, they make me realise that a fumbling person like me can also have friends. (sorry mummy, but online ppls aren't that bad). So if you are my dc friend and reading this, believe me buddy you are making my life pretty, THANK YOU, hehe

So many things to talk about but later it would be, kinda enough for this one i guess.

Until then, signing off,

survivor